StressedStressedStressed. I tried on about 5 different shirts with one pair of pants. I looked fat in all of them. Decided I should find a different pair of pants. Couldn't find the pair I wanted. SearchSearchSearch. 10 min later I finally find them. So now I have to figure out what shirt to wear. The pants I have on now come up higher to hid my pudgy belly better. The other pair just let my fat flow over. GrossGrossGross. So I need to figure out a shirt. And do something with my hair. I think I'll just put it in a hairtie and curl it. I had my hair up when I was working out. It almost looked good. I didn't try to make it look good because I was working out. No point in trying to look good for that. I just got sweaty and gross anyway. And I found some step-by-step make up tip things and I'm going to try those. I have about 1 h before I have to leave. I have to go to the bank first. My parents are making me go buy stuff. They don't know I'm going to lunch with A though. I said I was thinking about getting job job apps (which I might do) and try to find this temp job service. I'm out of Greek yogurt too. I need some. It gets rid of my sugar cravings. 140 cal honey Greek yogurt is so much better than 300 cal of chocolate. I'm just rambling now. I had coffee and I put in 2 Splenda packets and a little salt and about a tablespoon of cocoa. It wasn't that great, but I drank it anyway. I think it needed a little more salt, less cocoa and maybe more Splenda. But maybe just less cocoa. Not sure. I drank it anyway. It was only like 12 cal. I just don't know where we should go eat that wouldn't be too fattening. I don't want to have to order something with 500+ cal or order something I don't really like/want. I kind of want Chinese food but the ones in town are not healthy Chinese food. I need to get ready. And I said last week I think about maybe posting pictures. I could post pictures of random things like my dog and cats but if you want to see how fat I look, I look the same as the last time I posted. Just go searching through and find it if you are wondering. I'll post a picture of me when I am 115 or less. Probably wait til 110 so a difference can actually be seen.