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I've gained 2.5 pounds since Thursday.  I weigh 118.  I'm going to eat 750 cal or less everyday until I reach 113.  I'm hoping that I can be 115 by Friday.  I would love to be 113 by then.  I'm still questioning whether I should stop at 113.  Or just lose weight and lie to J and tell him I weigh more than I do when I see him in July.  I mean it's like 2 months away and that's a long time to go with just maintaining a weight that I don't like.  I was wanting to be 100 lbs by then.  I was thinking about stopping at 100 lbs before I talked to J.  I had texted him so I could decide if 100 would be good or if I should aim for the 85-90 lbs range.  I could gain like 5 lbs before he comes and tell him I weigh a little more than I do and then it'll be close enough to 113 and when he leaves, lose the weight again.  The good thing is I have a while to think about it.  The bad thing is, it's two months away and there's a lot of time for me to change my mind/not decide.  I hate making decisions.  My sister is coming sometime today but leaving today so I can exercise everyday this week.  I'm hoping for 45 min everyday.  It's going to be kinda cool out until Thursay like too cool to go for a long walk so exercising will have to be done inside.  So Thursday and Friday I will probably go for long walk/jog/runs.  By that I mean I will have to walk for most of it but I would try to add in some jogging and running.  Running meaning sprints.  I hope I can get this weight off easy.  I really want to see 115.  I don't really have anything else to say.  I would like to have some sort of progress so I could post progress pictures, but there's not point in pictures if there's no progress.  I've had progress, I just never took pictures.  I think a large cup of green tea is in order.

~Kes