More followers! XD Blogger won't let me see who you are though. :( You should comment and let me know. :)
Net from yesterday - 90
Today's weight - 117.5-ish (down 1.5-ish lbs)
I texted J and told him that I married D. I think J knows just about everything. He doesn't know about the blog, but he knows about my ED and that I have diet pills that I plan on taking and pretty much everything. I had told J about my ED back when we dated but my ED wasn't too bad. I mainly purged to maintain my weight. I think I was 120-123 back then. He's also known about my cutting since we dated. But anyway, back to being married to D. Now someone I know personally knows I'm married. J said to divorce D. That's what I want. J + exercising made me feel better. My muscles got sore. It felt good. The pain lasts longer than cutting. I like the pain from excessive ab exercising. I think I may end up addicted to exercising, which is not a bad thing. I kind of want to be 100 lbs when J comes back but I know it would piss him off. That would also mean losing more than 2 lbs a week. I'm ok with losing more than 2 lbs a week, but it's just hard for me to do. My plan for today (not in order): clean my room (put away clothes, organize, rearrange things, change the sheets on my bed, ect), paint the flower pots for my orchids, take the dog for a walk, do some yoga poses, do some more exercising (hopefully burn 450+ calories today), and maybe wash some laundry. And of course, eat as little as possible. I want a net of 200 or less today. I should be able to do that. I managed to have a net of 90 yesterday. And my parents went to yardsales and then I think they are going back to town later so I'm hoping to be home alone quite a bit today so I'll have plenty of time to not eat and to exercise. Ok, time to take the dog for a walk.
And I'm switching to morning posts because I feel like it.