I have more followers.  I was happier earlier so I should have started writing this earlier.  But now I'm just depressed.  I feel guilty and bad and miserable.  I just ate like 800 calories worth of pizza.  And a brownie.  Another 170 to add on to that.  I also had a large smoothie.  Add on 320.  And cereal and animal crackers and grape tomatoes and yogurt.  It all totals around 1630.  And today isn't over.  I walked about 2.5 miles this morning and went shopping with my mother.  I really want to purge.  I didn't drink anything with the pizza though.  So purging won't work too well.  I may give it a try.  It's only been like 15 min.  I'm depressed and don't really want to say much.  My sister was supposed to be gone last night but when I woke up I saw her car was here.  So I didn't start the diet pills today because they were in the car and I didn't want to wake her up, so I left them in the car for a while.  I had 2 SlimQuick left so I took those.  Then after like 15 min I decided that I could just go to the car and get the other stuff and my sister would sleep through it.  And she slept through it.  I don't know why I thought I would wake her up.  So I will start the QuickTrim tomorrow.  Technically, the QuickTrim I bought is supposed to last me 14 days.  I got two bottles.  On AM version and one PM version.  I'm supposed to take two of each twice a day.  But that seem like a lot.  So I was going to start with two of the AM ones in the morning and two of the PM ones at night.  And then it would last 28 days.  So I will start that tomorrow.  Nothing else I feel like saying.  If I'm in a good mood and I am productive, I will post pictures.  But that requires me to put the pictures on the computer from my camera, which I usually never feel like doing.  I would like to wake up tomorrow weighing the same weight I did this morning.  I weighed 115.  I would like to weigh that again tomorrow.  I was happy this morning but now I just feel guilty.  I also would say a bunch of other stuff but I'm not in the mood.  I think an attempt at purging is in order.

~Kes