I have more followers. I was happier earlier so I should have started writing this earlier. But now I'm just depressed. I feel guilty and bad and miserable. I just ate like 800 calories worth of pizza. And a brownie. Another 170 to add on to that. I also had a large smoothie. Add on 320. And cereal and animal crackers and grape tomatoes and yogurt. It all totals around 1630. And today isn't over. I walked about 2.5 miles this morning and went shopping with my mother. I really want to purge. I didn't drink anything with the pizza though. So purging won't work too well. I may give it a try. It's only been like 15 min. I'm depressed and don't really want to say much. My sister was supposed to be gone last night but when I woke up I saw her car was here. So I didn't start the diet pills today because they were in the car and I didn't want to wake her up, so I left them in the car for a while. I had 2 SlimQuick left so I took those. Then after like 15 min I decided that I could just go to the car and get the other stuff and my sister would sleep through it. And she slept through it. I don't know why I thought I would wake her up. So I will start the QuickTrim tomorrow. Technically, the QuickTrim I bought is supposed to last me 14 days. I got two bottles. On AM version and one PM version. I'm supposed to take two of each twice a day. But that seem like a lot. So I was going to start with two of the AM ones in the morning and two of the PM ones at night. And then it would last 28 days. So I will start that tomorrow. Nothing else I feel like saying. If I'm in a good mood and I am productive, I will post pictures. But that requires me to put the pictures on the computer from my camera, which I usually never feel like doing. I would like to wake up tomorrow weighing the same weight I did this morning. I weighed 115. I would like to weigh that again tomorrow. I was happy this morning but now I just feel guilty. I also would say a bunch of other stuff but I'm not in the mood. I think an attempt at purging is in order.