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Wednesday, March 14, 2012

So i am starting a new blog with aa under a new profile since its the two of us doing it. Its diet and exercise related and mma training related. Ill post a link when we start it and i cant link on my phone anyway. And i think im gonna start a new personal blog with the same profile. I just feel i need a new start. Im not going to delete this one though. Ill post a link to it too when i make it and am on a computer.
~Kes

Monday, March 12, 2012

I think I might start over blogging.  Like make a new one.  Quit using this one.  I've just not been using this one as much as I would like and I would like a new one.  One more towards my goal of a featherweight (105.1-115 lbs) MMA fighter although I would prefer bantamweight (95.1ish-105 lbs).  I don't know the low weight for bantam.  I just know 105.  Because 103 would be lovely for me.  I'm gonna think about it.  I'll post a link if I make a new one and follow back those who follow that blog.

~Kes

Saturday, March 10, 2012

So ive been busy with cleaning mainly. And filling out job apps. Been away from the computer and not been on my phone really. I finally have my room like 98% clean. Which means i have room to work out in my room now. Basically in working on getting shit done. Find a job and lose some weight and get in shape. I want to be an mma fighter. Ill hopefully be back to blogging soon and making another blog with aa. And im pretty sure aa bought an engagement ring. Im nervous. I know hes been looking and stuff. I love him and he supports me in pretty much everything i do. Ive shown him my blog and hes ok with it. Ive shown him tumblr and thinspo and and he tells me either its too skinny or i can look like that. He is the most amazing guy ever. I love him. Anyway imma go and hopefully be back to blogging in a day or two. I send my love to all you lovies.
~Kes

Saturday, March 3, 2012

AA has managed to make me go from super happy to super depressed.  So I'm off to go hide under my rock and cry about the fact that I put a shit ton of work into something just to have to undo 95% of it because AA wouldn't help me create a good stopping spot.  I wanted help but he left so my parents made me undo most of my work.  I worked on my room for like 6 hours and instead of having like 2 hours of work left I have like 5.  So much for that.  Rant done.  Off to cry as AA pisses me off some more.

~Kes

Friday, March 2, 2012

I weighed in today.  119 lbs.  Finally back under the 120's. Now to keep going lower.

~Kes

Well my good news is, I think I am on the right medications - no thanks to the psych ward that refused to admit me when I clearly needed it >:( .  But anyway, short post because I need to go to bed.  I've been kicking some ass at the gym lately.  Weighing in tomorrow since Monday clearly didn't work out.  Monday before that I don't think worked out either...  Anyway, got a lot of stuff I want to do tomorrow so I'm gonna try to kick some ass and get it done.  Or at least as much as possible.  A super long post is most likely in the future.  But a quick question - I was thinking about making a separate health/fitness related blog and having AA help with it.  Good idea?  Bad idea?  Would you check it out if I did so?  I was thinking like exercise routines (with and without equipment), videos on how to do some exercises, healthy recipes, and diet related stuff.  I would still use this blog.  AA had looked at some of it and he is ok with it.  He even is going to let me post a picture of him on here.  I'll probably do that tomorrow.  He looks kinda goofy in the picture because he was laughing but he looked pissed off otherwise.  Anyway, I should go to bed.  Night all.

~Kes