Saturday, May 7, 2011

She's asleep.  Finally.  I've eaten probably about 1800-2000 cal or maybe even more.  And I feel excessively huge.  I'm going to try to eat like 1200 cal or less tomorrow.  Hopefully.  Probably not though.  Monday through Friday I am going to exercise as much as I can and eat as little as I can.  Broccoli and carrots and not much else.  Hopefully.  That would be my plan anyway.  I will probably weigh 122 on Monday.  Hopefully 122 or less.  I will like have a mental breakdown if I weigh more than that.  Although 122 may cause a breakdown.  Not sure.  I feel like shit.  I'm tired as fuck.  I keep eating even though I'm not really hungry.  I'm sore.  I can't really think straight.  I think I should just go to bed.  I woke up in the middle of the night last night because I was sweating.  My room got like really hot.  I keep screwing up typing so then I have to go back and change it.  I should just go to bed.


1 comment:

  1. Don't stress, tomorrow is always a new day, a fresh start! You CAN do this, I know you have the strength! I hope you get a good long 8 hours of sleep, it'll make you feel better. :) Stay beautiful!