She's asleep. Finally. I've eaten probably about 1800-2000 cal or maybe even more. And I feel excessively huge. I'm going to try to eat like 1200 cal or less tomorrow. Hopefully. Probably not though. Monday through Friday I am going to exercise as much as I can and eat as little as I can. Broccoli and carrots and not much else. Hopefully. That would be my plan anyway. I will probably weigh 122 on Monday. Hopefully 122 or less. I will like have a mental breakdown if I weigh more than that. Although 122 may cause a breakdown. Not sure. I feel like shit. I'm tired as fuck. I keep eating even though I'm not really hungry. I'm sore. I can't really think straight. I think I should just go to bed. I woke up in the middle of the night last night because I was sweating. My room got like really hot. I keep screwing up typing so then I have to go back and change it. I should just go to bed.
~Kes
Don't stress, tomorrow is always a new day, a fresh start! You CAN do this, I know you have the strength! I hope you get a good long 8 hours of sleep, it'll make you feel better. :) Stay beautiful!
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