Monday, May 2, 2011

I'm depressed.  Go figure.  I'm hope it one of the too depressed to feel like eating sort of times because if I'm going to be depressed, I want to at least not want to eat.  I've eaten too much because I've been depressed and stressed and such.  Only now I'm even more depressed.  I'm really tired too.  I just want to go to sleep.  It's not even 9 yet though.  If I go to bed now my parents will start asking a bunch of questions.  I don't want that so I will stay up another 30 min until it is 9.  And then I will go to sleep and try to lay in bed until like 10 tomorrow morning.  Get up and drink some 0 calorie and maybe exercise, maybe just watch tv.  My sister is coming over sometime tomorrow and then I won't be able to exercise.  So I will stick to 0 cal drinks and low cal foods.  Carrots and maybe a little bit of cereal here and there.  Just enough so everyone knows I'm eating.  Not enough to gain weight or ever feel full.  Earlier I put a tiny bit of milk in a bowl with a spoon so it looked like I ate a bowl of cereal.  I will probably do that again in the morning and put cereal in a plastic baggy so I can maybe eat it later or slowly feed to the dog.  I have a baggy of cereal in the desk drawer now.  I don't really have anything else to say and my depressed rambling are probably very depressing and I doubt anyone would want to read much more if they even made it this far, so I'm done rambling.


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