I'm depressed. Go figure. I'm hope it one of the too depressed to feel like eating sort of times because if I'm going to be depressed, I want to at least not want to eat. I've eaten too much because I've been depressed and stressed and such. Only now I'm even more depressed. I'm really tired too. I just want to go to sleep. It's not even 9 yet though. If I go to bed now my parents will start asking a bunch of questions. I don't want that so I will stay up another 30 min until it is 9. And then I will go to sleep and try to lay in bed until like 10 tomorrow morning. Get up and drink some 0 calorie and maybe exercise, maybe just watch tv. My sister is coming over sometime tomorrow and then I won't be able to exercise. So I will stick to 0 cal drinks and low cal foods. Carrots and maybe a little bit of cereal here and there. Just enough so everyone knows I'm eating. Not enough to gain weight or ever feel full. Earlier I put a tiny bit of milk in a bowl with a spoon so it looked like I ate a bowl of cereal. I will probably do that again in the morning and put cereal in a plastic baggy so I can maybe eat it later or slowly feed to the dog. I have a baggy of cereal in the desk drawer now. I don't really have anything else to say and my depressed rambling are probably very depressing and I doubt anyone would want to read much more if they even made it this far, so I'm done rambling.