I set an alarm on my phone. I will be getting up at 7:30 on weekdays. If my sister isn't here I will exercise more. Like cardio and stuff. If anyone is here (sister or parent(s)) I will either use that day as a rest day or my exercise will be strength/walking. I need to get my shit together. I need to be skinny. Summer will be here very soon. I need to lose about 20 pounds. But I need to lose at least 10 by summer. I count June 1st as summer. 10 pounds in about a month is doable. I will be hard. I will do it though. Because I can. I keep making excuses and it's time to stop. I have to get a job and lose weight. And then I can buy new clothes and look good and be happy. I'm thinking about following the rules of SGD only making every day a 700 cal day. I'll see how tomorrow goes and maybe start Friday. Or Monday. Monday might be better. I have quite a bit of stuff that I want to get done. I want to get it all done by Friday. I should get 10 job apps filled out by then along with all of the other stuff. It's possible. It would keep me busy. I have two big trash bags of clothes to go through and sort. I have a bunch of clothes to put away. I should probably sort out my fat clothes so I can start replacing them with clothes that fit. Like when I get money I will buy a pair of pant and then get rid of a pair of fat pants. So I won't ever have no pants to wear. I have a pair of fat pants on right now because I didn't have any non fat pants clean. I want to get some flower pots painted. But my dad moved them and I don't know where they are so I can't do that until he gets home to tell me where they are. I might have to buy more paint to finish them though. My typing skills have gotten quite a bit better since I started blogging. Just thought I would throw that in there. I also need to print out stuff so I can put a pattern or picture or something on the pots. I don't want them all plain. I have to buy a waterproof sealer for them too. And find a Mother's Day present. And when the bags of clothes are out of my room I need to clean my room and then I can get my exercise ball in my room and my chair and I can exercise in my room and such. So much to do. So many ways to avoid food.