I'm tired and don't want to exercise because of it. I'm going to make myself exercise but I need to wake up a bit. I have a feeling that me trying to exercise while I'm tired will result in injury. D called me at like 11:20 last night when I was almost asleep. No idea what was said. And somehow at like 10:30 he had left a voicemail. I was right next to my phone and it never rang. But I remember he was all pissed in the voicemail. I weighed about 119 this morning. FuckFuckFuck. I thought I would never have to see 119 again. But it's here. I guess no food until I have to eat (supper probably). I will allow myself 0 cal liquids until then. I think I will start out exercising at 8:30. I will start out with like crunches and squats and lunges and things like that then move on to cardio and switch back when I get too tired and just alternate between the two hopefully until 11:30. I will not stop moving. I can't let myself stop moving. I must lose weight. I must burn off a lot of calories. I must wake up tomorrow weighing less.