I've had two Greek yogurts today. 280 calories. I'll probably have some broccoli or carrots later. Like around 3 maybe. I weigh 117 as of this morning. I wanted to see 116. I could have done better. At least I didn't gain. I'm going to try to keep my intake lower today. D said he wants me to go to Iowa. He said "Hey babe.i really need to c u today.plse come here somewhere in the evening". I called him and he said he wants to talk about some things. He won't really tell me what things. I don't really want to go, but I can skip supper if I go. Things really need to change and D never puts in any effort and says it's me that isn't putting in any effort. I drive for like 30 miles to go see him. I've loaned him like $200 so he can have his phone on so he would have a chance to get a job and pay for gas for him to get the job when he got one. He promised me he would pay it back like 2 months ago. He just gave me $30 the other day. Not the $200 he was supposed to. Like WTF?! D can be such an ass. D quit his job because he said he wasn't making enough money. Apparently $250 a week working only 4 days a week isn't enough. There is no fucking way he spends $250 on gas each week. Maybe $50 at the most. Then that leave $200 a week. Meaning $800 a month. Phone is $50/month and car insurance is like $50/month. So he would still have $700 per month. Which obviously isn't going to be enough... I have no idea what he did with the rest. It's so ridiculous. I'm sick of this. I wish I could just change my phone number and never see/talk to him again. I need to exercise til I hurt. Ugh! So much stress = not worth it.