I weigh 117. I weighed myself again. I worked til a little after 1:30. I've eaten more than I should have so far today. I'm probably going to try to clean my room so that I have enough space to exercise. I've eaten like 2 1/2 blondies (like 375-ish?) and a chocolate creme egg thing (like 200-ish?) and I had Greek yogurt (140) and so far that's all I've eaten. But I have a potato baking in the oven (150-ish) and I'll put broccoli (30-ish) and cheese (100-ish) on it. So after I eat that I will have a total of about 1000 calories. SHIT! It's only 3 p.m. I guess I'll just have to burn off like 300-600 cals. My mom said that I've lost all the weight I need to lose. Apparently she thought I needed to lose weight. Not really a surprise. She's part of the reason I started to want to lose weight. Her and my sister started this. But I'm not ready to quit losing weight. I'm not skinny. I need to lose more weight. I want to be underweight. I'm just average. I have a BMI of 19.5. Not good enough. I need to lose more weight, but I need to make sure I don't make anyone suspicious. Well, off to eat a potato and then probably clean.