I am not capable of fasting. Mainly because I don't 100% want to and I work. I will in fact need energy tomorrow. A LOT of energy. I didn't have nearly enough today. I was hungry most of the time i was working which was fine. But then I started to shake some. Which made everything really difficult. I worked for almost 8 hours straight. No break. I probably burned off over 1000 calories. At least according to the 7 or so websites I checked. I found one that said 880-ish, one that was 1100-ish and 4 or so were 1400-ish and one said 2400-ish. That last one was crazy. No, I don't trust that number. I'll go with the 1100 sites and round down to 1000. I probably burned more cals than that. I put 420 min in for the duration instead of the 460 min that I worked. I broke my fast because of the amount of work I had to do. I could have waited til tomorrow to eat. My parents went out to eat and I stayed home. I could have fasted the rest of the day. I decided not to. I didn't want to be drained of energy tomorrow. I definitely don't want to pass out or black out at work tomorrow. I need energy. Not caffeine energy, like actual energy. I didn't eat until about 6 pm. I ate a can of green beans. The whole can. It was 70 calories. Technically 68.5 because it't a little less than 3.5 serving but I'm going the easy way and calling it 70. And I've had gum. I ate a small bowl of cereal and some pretzels and a brownie and a glass of milk. A total of about 600. Tomorrow will be the same at work so probably burn 1000 cals and work 7+ hours. Complete shit. I HATE my job. I'm really fucking pissed.
~Kes
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