Burned like 600 cal today. Ate like 800 cal. I feel pretty good I guess. I'm tired. Slightly sore. My mom bought more diet pop today. :) I hope I can do just as good tomorrow. But I'm not sure who will be home when so I might not be able to work out as much. I saw a bruise on my leg earlier. I have no idea how I got it. I'm glad I quit the amitriptyline. It caused me to get bruises way too easily. I had bruises all over my knees and legs and arms and I looked horrible. I hated it. In a way I'm glad I had to quit going to the doctor. It cost money that I didn't really have and the meds he gave me never really worked. And they had to weigh me ever time I went to see the doctor. And they would tell me I lost weight. At some point I'm sure they would tell me I lost too much weight. Last time they weighed me I had been about 130 or 135. That was like December though. I was supposed to go back like early March or something. I would have weighed like 125 then. I would probably be going back in like a month from now too. And I would like to weigh about 110 by then. I'm sure they would interfere with my life. Tell me I need to gain weight. The doctor put me on a med that would cause me to gain weight. Something. I just want to be able to lose weight without any one saying anything bad or causing me any problems. I want to wake up and see 115. I doubt I will tomorrow, but hopefully the day after. I want to see 116 tomorrow. But 117 would be ok I guess. Not what I want, but it would be better than working my ass off just to gain.