I didn't have time to post earlier. I post too much anyway. None of it is ever important really. I worked until like 3:45. It sucked. I hate my job. I'm going to quit tomorrow. I don't care if my mother doesn't want me too. That place is driving me insane. I came home and cut today. I was that pissed from work and everything. I need a new job. I don't have time to find one with my work schedule. So if I quit I can actual focus on something besides a job I hate. I don't care if I have a few days off between jobs or not. It just has to be a new job that I don't hate. I've felt sick most of the day. I had coffee and green tea and some milk. Probably like 100 calories tops. I'm gonna try to fast the rest of the day. I'm going to tell my parents I don't feel well and shower and go to sleep. I'll weigh myself tomorrow. I'm not going to be able to today. I hope I've lost something. Even just 1 pound.
P.S. - My parents made me eat supper. I purged most of it. No more food. I don't want any. I'm too depressed to eat. I'm too depressed to do anything really. I cut some more and I don't feel any better. FML.