I didn't have to work today. I'm still sick though. I haven't gotten any better. I think I might be getting (or already have) an infection. I have an abrasion, I think I got it when I was working. I think I made it worse when I was trying to make it better. It's so painful. I hate it. I'm thinking liquid bandage. I can't put an actual bandage on it because of where it is. The bandage wouldn't be able to stay on. So I've had 305 calories so far today. I think it's over-estimated but I'm not completely sure by how much. I've had a 1/4 c of ice cream (65) and some cereal (170 at the most but I'm pretty sure I had less than half a serving) and I've had some white chocolate (70 at most). So the total is 305. I weighed 120 this morning. I don't really feel like eating but I know I should so I can get better. I don't want to not eat because I'm sick. I don't want to be sick any longer. My body needs nutrients so it can get better. I want to get better. I don't want to lose like 10 lbs from being sick and gain it all back plus more when I get better. I need to get better. I want to be able to exercise. I want to be able to go to work so I can have money so I can pay for my phone and go see my boyfriend. I've got one hospital bill that's almost paid off. I'm going to mail a money order today for it. And I get paid so I have to venture out even though I would much rather lay in bed all day. Paycheck. Pay bill. Liquid bandage. Maybe buy some stuff for soup. Maybe some tea. Maybe oil of oregano. I doubt I can find it though. Not around here anyway.