Welcome to the new followers.  I had 46 went up to 47 went down to 46 and now I'm back up to 47.  All in one day.

I decided to start the QuickTrim again.  Not a good idea.  I took one AM and one PM earlier and I took another AM and PM just like 10 minutes ago.  I don't feel too great.  I don't feel terrible, but I don't feel very good.  Like I have some energy and I have a headache and I think I'm hungry?  Maybe?  Or maybe I'm thirsty.  Or maybe I'm full?  I doubt I'm full.  Supper wasn't that big.  Like 300-350 calories tops.  So I was hungry after I ate that but I didn't eat anything else.  But I drank some diet green tea.  I've been drinking a lot of 0 cal drinks. They make me have to pee a lot.  I think I should do some exercise.  Maybe take the little demon dogs for a walk.  If there are 2 leashes.  My sister is over and she brought her demon dog Storm.  Storm is a girl and Chunky is a boy.  And it's almost like having two 3 year olds running around but 3 year olds would be easier.  You don't have to worry about a 3 year old getting knocked up.  And Chunky wants to get Storm knocked up because that's just what dogs do so they have to be watched quite closely.  If Storm ends up pregnant it is NOT my fault.  Storm is not ugly, but she isn't the cutest dog in the world.  I wonder what the puppies would look like if Chunky got Storm knocked up though.  They may end up cute or they may end up ugly.

I don't really use my Tumblr but I was starting to get into it again because I found a bunch of thinspo-y/fashion ones to follow.  And that kinda got me into it again.  I'm starting to really like it again.  For a while all I was seeing on my dash was promos and pictures of food and random things.  But now I like it (just not so much at night - that's when the promos usually are flooding my dash) because there's a lot of thinspo and fashion and everything.  So I was thinking about changing my Tumblr so that I like it and start using it and such.  I was trying to keep it unED related but I think I'll just do whatever.  I'll just post/reblog what I like.  Once I get everything to my likings, I'll post a link.  Or you can try to find it on your own now.  It wouldn't be all that hard.

How about some pictures?

Storm (left) and Chunky (right) - it's a bad picture because my sister took it with her phone

Thinspo:

And because I feel like it, I did that survey thing (below) that I've seen on a few blogs.  Feel free to skip it if you want.

Strike out what you've done. 

1. had sex
2. bought condoms
3. gotten pregnant
4. failed a class
5. kissed a boy
6. kissed a girl
7. used a little paper bag for lunch
8. had a job 
9. slipped on ice
10. missed the school bus
11. left the house without my wallet/purse

12. bullied someone on the internet
13. sexted
14. had sex in public
15. played on a sports team
16. smoked weed
17. smoked cigarettes
18. smoked a cigar
19. drank alcohol
20. watched “The Breakfast Club”
21. been overweight
22 been underweight.
23. had an eating disorder
24. been to a wedding
25. made fun of someone for being fat
26. been on the computer for 5 hours straight
27. watched tv for 5 hours straight
28. been late for work
29. been late for school
30. kissed someone in the rain
31. showered with someone else 
32. failed my drivers test
33. ran a mile in less than 10 minutes
34. been outside my home country
35. been on a road trip longer than 5 hours
36. gotten my heart broken
37. had a credit card
38. been to a professional sports game
49. broken a bone
40. been unhappy about my weight
41. won a trophy
42. cut myself
43. had an STD
44. got engaged
45. been on a diet
46. tried out to be on a tv show
47. rode in a taxi 
48. been to prom
49. played in a drinking game
50. stayed up for 24 hours or more
51. been to a concert
52. had a three-some
53. had a crush on someone of the same sex 
54. been in a car accident
55. had braces
56. learned another language
57. killed an animal/bug
58. been at a yard sale
59. been to a japanese steakhouse
60. wore make up
61. talked to someone via webcam
62. lost my virginity before I was 16
63. had my wisdom teeth taken out
64. kissed someone a different race than myself
65. snuck out of the house
66. bought porn
67. had a virus on my computer
68. had oral sex
69. dyed my hair
70. gone skinny dipping
71. graduated from college
72. wore someone else’s clothes
73. voted in a presidential election
74. rode in an ambulance
75. rode in a helicopter
76. caught the stove on fire
77. got in a verbal fight
78. been on vacation
79. been on an airplane
80. been on a boat
81. had surgery.
82. kissed someone before I was 14.
83. beat a video game 
84. found something valuable on the ground
85. made a survey 

86. stalked someone on facebook/myspace
87. prank called someone
88. been to a library outside of school
89. spent over $100 shopping in one day
90. cut my hair and hated it
91. peed outside
92. went fishing
93. helped with charity
94. taken a pregnancy test.
95. been rejected by a crush
96. been suspended from school
97. broken a mirror
98. faked sick from school
99. owned a pet
100. been to six flags

Ok I think I'm done rambling.  It's almost 8.  I want to do some exercising and go to bed.  Hopefully without eating food.  Today has been good so far.  I've eaten about 800 calories and burned about 250.  Tomorrow my mother will be going to a concert and I'm staying home so I will hopefully have a few hours to myself to exercise.  And avoid food.  It will probably be a fend for yourself sort of night which is good.  I can get away with eating very little then.  Hopefully this week will be very good to me and I will lose weight.  I hope so anyway.

~Kes