Thursday, June 9, 2011
Depressions a bitch. Can I just leave it at that? Yep. Hopefully I'll be too depressed to eat. The thought of eating isn't too appealing. I guess that's the only good thing. Other than that I have nothing good. I'm a loser and a failure and worthless and fat and ugly and you get the idea. I may not blog for a while. My life is boring and I'm too depressed and yeah. All I want to do is cry and I really don't want to. I'm too depressed to cut. I'm too depressed to even want to think about attempting suicide. Do I have anything to look forward to? No. Am I going to look for something to look forward to? No. Am I going to spend excessive amounts of time doing nothing but sitting in my room being miserable? Most likely. I've had over 100 pageviews today. Am I currently happy/excited/any sort of positive emotion? No. I was happy/surprised/excited/ect earlier. I'm too depressed now to even give a fuck. I'm off to go be miserable.