Couldn't weigh in this morning. My parents were around. I have food in me now. I weigh like 116-ish. I didn't really pay too close of attention to what it actually said. I just knew it was more than I wanted. But the food sitting in me would throw things off. And I feel like I'm bloated-ish and retaining water and maybe slightly dehydrated. I know excuses, excuses. Today has been pretty uneventful. I'm tired. It makes it hard to focus/concentrate. So progress picture. Kinda blurry, but since blogger is mean and won't let me turn them I put the two together and made a page thing and it ended up quite low quality. Maybe I should have used a different file type. It loaded easy so it really doesn't matter. And my stomach looks gross no matter what. I think it looks less gross as a lower quality blurry picture though so it's ok.
Like I said gross stomach. I think I need weigh like 95-97 lbs to look decent. D says 97 is too little. He says 100 is ok though. J says 100 too. I know I won't be happy at 100 lbs. I doubt I will ever be happy with my weight. I doubt I will ever have a good relationship with food/eating and such. Anyway. How about some thinspo.