If I had the money I would be divorcing D, but I am broke.  However, he has given me permission to act like I am single, which I plan to do.  I need to learn how to do that and I might as well start now.  I plan on getting as many applications filled out as possible this weekend and Monday.  This sports store I applied at is still doing construction so I am somewhat hopeful about that yet.  I mean, I'm not like fat, but I wouldn't call myself skinny, so I mean I probably look sort of fit/sporty?  I mean I had a baby so everyone is probably expecting me to be fatter than I am.  When I was talking to N on the phone she said that I had lost a lot of weight.  She's the one I saw at Wal-Mart and I waved at her and she was with her boyfriend.  Anyway, my mother went to get my daughter and will be back in like 10 minutes.  I'm kinda bloated yet but I think it's because I need to go to the bathroom but I can't if you know what I mean.  It's been a few days...  Anyway, I weighed just under 115.  So like 114.9?  I don't know.  I took more QuickTrim today and I had green tea (still drinking it actually) and I ate some black raspberries.  I would guess 1/2 cup worth but maybe more, maybe less.  1 cup of black raspberries is 64 calories.  So no matter how many I ate, it wasn't bad.  Probably have more for lunch and maybe some broccoli.  I had to eat something otherwise the QuickTrim would make me feel sick.  My mother is home with my daughter.  I have nothing else to say anyway.  Or at least nothing I can think of...  Oh yeah, I've been reading and commenting on blogs this morning but I don't know how well that will go throughout the rest of the day.  And not for some pictures.

~Kes