There is a chance that I can fast tomorrow. I haven't eaten since 9:30 pm. I'm hoping to fast all day tomorrow and make it until 1 pm or later on Thursday. If I'm really lucky, I can make it until like 6 pm. I'm hoping for 3 hours or more of exercise too. I'm only allowing myself 0 cal drinks. Water and tea mainly.
I pissed D off just now. I told him that I didn't believe in happiness or love or any god or anything. He got pissed because I don't believe there is love between me and him. He's the reason I quit believing in love. If you truly love someone you won't fall out of love but I've fallen out of love and had me heart broken too many times to believe in love. Hopefully that'll make D want a divorce too. I'm sick of him insisting on seeing me. I know all he wants is sex. He makes it obvious even though he tries to hide it.
I'll probably wait until tomorrow night to post if I post at all tomorrow. I always think I'm going to jinx stuff. Although I think I can safely say now that K-Mart isn't going to hire me. Had the interview and they said they would do a background check and I haven't heard from them. It's been almost 3 business days. It will be tomorrow at 10:30. A background check shouldn't take that long. I have to criminal record. I don't know of anything on a background check that would take that long to get. It's not like I changed my name ever or anything. Just another waste of time. :(