Supper was a calorie bomb. Cheeseburgers (made with 73% lean beef - horribly fatty and high in calories) and corn on the cob (also high in calories).
J text me. He's having a "lil get together" at his friend's house in a little town about 15-20 minutes away. He told me in about a couple hours then. That was around 8:45. And so I was guessing 11. Then he told me 10:30 then he said 11. He needs o make up his damn mind. I need to leave in like 10 minutes if it's at 10:30. If it's at 11, I have like 40 minutes. I'm guessing it will involve drinking. I'm slightly nervous. No clue how many people I will know. His version of "lil" is like 10-ish people. So yeah, fairly small. But I have no clue this time. I've only been to 1 or 2 "lil" gatherings of his. Either way, alcohol will mean major fail today. I'm almost hoping I'm back to being a light weight. I used to be able to drink 1/2 a fifth and not puke or be hung over or anything. I've never been hung over. I have puked but I honestly don't remember doing so. I remember holding a trash can. Not the actual puking. And I had puke in my hair that I had to wash out the next day so that's how I know I really did puke. Gross, I know. So due to gathering, I may or may not post tomorrow. I probably will but at night. It may or may not be super long and who knows what will happen tonight. Crazy shit is possible, but so is a bunch pf PG sort of shit. I sent J a text saying "So 11?" and he just said maybe and 1030 I guess. WTH?! Make up your damn mind! So I asked if I should just aim for 10:45. Ugh! Guys...
I suppose I'll post thinspo and change my shirt and maybe brush my teeth or use mouth wash or something, get a piece of gum in the car, what the hell ever, and leave.
Btw, the K in Kes stands for Kristine. I hate my name.