I exercise and I don't think I ate that much but I gained. I was already half brokedown and the scale just caused a complete breakdown. I'm sick of working my ass off and getting nowhere. I think I'll complain that my stomach hurts and use that as an excuse to eat very little. I can't take this shit anymore. I don't know what to do. I shouldn't have gained. I really shouldn't have. I feel like a fucking failure. It could be water-weight but it doesn't matter. If the weight is on me it is on me. I now have 5 days to lose 7-8 lbs. I don't care if it's water-weight, fat, muscle, bone, food, whatever weight. If it has weight and it is on me, I want it gone. I can't be a fat gross pig anymore. I need to get back to 113. And then I need to keep going lower. I absolutely have to be 110 or less by the 16th. I'm planning on going to a rave and I don't want to be a fat-ass. I may not be able to go to the rave, but I still have to be 110 by then. I should have been 110 already. I should have been 100 lbs by now. How am I going to manage to lose this weight in time? I really don't think it's possible. Eat less and exercise more and see what happens. D said he was coming over so I guess I'll feed him food and say I ate it and not eat anything and then I'll claim stomach ache later (only if I have to) or it'll hopefully be too hot and no one will want to cook anything and I can just eat some watermelon. I better see a loss tomorrow.