Friday, September 2, 2011

Depression.  Anxiety.  Hectic-ness.  So much going on.  My grandma had surgery yesterday.  I've made a realization and I need some time to think.  My family is being annoying.  I can't make a joke without people taking everything too seriously.  So I get yelled at.  I don't want to talk.  I just want to disappear.

Why am I not dead yet?



  1. sorry to hear things are so hectic right now. just try and take them bit by bit, and don't supress any emotions. let them out.

    i always find i have to make jokes in tough situations to relieve tension and see it in a lighter light. keep making jokes, though maybe don't say them out loud if your family will just be :/ about it?

    hope things look up, xxxx

  2. hope your grandmother is alright. you're not dead yet because i want to read your posts&see the pictures you post&a zombie kes just wouldn't be the same. hopefully the yelling subsides. i'm getting a bit of that hurled at me myself. hang in there, darling. chin up.

  3. I hope your grandmother is okay.

    I always make jokes when things aren't going great and sometimes get a similar reaction from people. Sometimes jokes just help because taking everything completely serious when things are tough doesn't help.

    I hope you are okay. xxx

  4. I'm sorry that you're feeling down. Don't worry about everyone else!

    On a positive note, I absolutely love the pictures you posted, they're so inspiring!

  5. Things have got to get better. Don't do something crazy just because things are shit for awhile.