Depression. Anxiety. Hectic-ness. So much going on. My grandma had surgery yesterday. I've made a realization and I need some time to think. My family is being annoying. I can't make a joke without people taking everything too seriously. So I get yelled at. I don't want to talk. I just want to disappear.
Why am I not dead yet?
~Kes
sorry to hear things are so hectic right now. just try and take them bit by bit, and don't supress any emotions. let them out.
ReplyDeletei always find i have to make jokes in tough situations to relieve tension and see it in a lighter light. keep making jokes, though maybe don't say them out loud if your family will just be :/ about it?
hope things look up, xxxx
hope your grandmother is alright. you're not dead yet because i want to read your posts&see the pictures you post&a zombie kes just wouldn't be the same. hopefully the yelling subsides. i'm getting a bit of that hurled at me myself. hang in there, darling. chin up.
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zette
I hope your grandmother is okay.
ReplyDeleteI always make jokes when things aren't going great and sometimes get a similar reaction from people. Sometimes jokes just help because taking everything completely serious when things are tough doesn't help.
I hope you are okay. xxx
I'm sorry that you're feeling down. Don't worry about everyone else!
ReplyDeleteOn a positive note, I absolutely love the pictures you posted, they're so inspiring!
Things have got to get better. Don't do something crazy just because things are shit for awhile.
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