Somehow I keep gaining. So obviously, I have to do things differently. Like a lot differently. Today is pretty much fucked already. But tomorrow is a new day. I will restrict and, if possible, fast. I will exercise everyday. I will lose weight. I will be 115 or less by next Friday. I weighed 119 (WTF?!) this morning. I don't know how I gained 2 lbs, but I did. So I must lose 4 lbs in 1 week. I'm hoping those 2 lbs were water weight or something. But shit has to change. I can't take all of this shit any more. If I can get away with eating only once a day, I will. I will fill up on water if I am hungry. Tea if I am craving flavor. I won't get a chance to weigh in until Monday. It will suck, but hopefully it will motivate me. I have to get back on track. Any tips, exercises, ect. are completely welcomed. I'm also thinking about buying diet pills when I get paid. It's been a while since I've had some and I was trying to lose weight without them, but I don't know if I can. Should I buy some or see how this week goes? And any suggestions on a good one? I was going to do a picture post but I feel so shitty about myself that I don't want to. And I don't have anything else I want to talk about. I need this fat and gross, disgusting weight off of me. I have 7 days to lose 4 lbs and I have 33 days to lose 10 lbs. Both will happen.