I weighed 117 today.  I was expecting to weigh more.  I was 118-119-ish yesterday.  I had a b/p session on Sunday.  Which probably caused a fair amount of bloating to effect yesterday's weight.  I finished the binge food that I had left over yesterday.  I figured I was better off getting it all gone and then just starting over with no temptation.  My goal is to be underweight (109 or less) by October 19th.  So I have 5 weeks to lose 8 or more lbs.  It's completely doable.  It's about 1.5 lbs a week.  And the weather is going to be cooler so that means I will be able to go on walks and runs and exercise and not worry about getting to hot.  It was 90 degrees yesterday but the weather is supposed to stay in the 60s to 70s.  So it's jeans and t-shirts and maybe a cardigan/hoodie/ect.  at night or on the cooler days.  Today it's supposed to get up to like 78 which I would consider warm, except I'm used to the upper 80s and 90s.  Anyway, I think part of the reason for my moods and b/p is because I'm on week 3 of my bc.  The week before my period.  And that week has always meant crazy moods for me.  But with irregular periods, I would never know if it was the week before or not and now I know it is.  I really hope the bc fixes the crazy emotions.  The other reason for my b/p session I won't talk about because I have to get ready for work soon and I don't need to be upset/angry/depressed/crying/ect.  So anyway, I'm still planning on fasting again on Thursday.  I'm going to restrict today and tomorrow and the fast and then continue restricting.  I think I'll try to fast at least once a week.  If I can anyway.  I still haven't had time to get pictures taken of the clothes and things I bought, but maybe Thursday or Friday?  Don't hold me to it but I'll try.  As long as things remain somewhat sane.  Does anyone either live in or around Chicago or want to like meet me there?  I've never been there and I sort of want to go.  But the idea of wandering around a big city that I've never been to just seems like it would be trouble...  I was thinking around October 19th but anytime in October or November would probably be fine.  Maybe the end of September.  Whatever works out.  And there's a rave in Chicago on November 11th I kind of want to go to but I'm not sure yet.  I was thinking about taking the train to Chicago.  I could probably take a train for the rave but I don't know.  Haven't really looked into it.  Now that I think about it, a train might be a good idea for the rave.  Depending on where everything is in Chicago anyway...  But yeah.  Anyone interested in meeting in Chicago or going to the rave or anything, just comment or email.  I'll give you my phone number through email if you ask.  I gotta get ready for work.  I get off at 3 so I might have tome to read and comment some if I'm in a decent mood.

~Kes