I was supposed to be 115 or less today. I'm 117. Not too happy about that. I've been exercising and eating as little as I can get away with and everything. This better be because it's that time of the month. I have a little less than 4 weeks to lose 8 lbs. But if people (my parents mainly) start noticing that I'm losing weight, I may not be able to make it to 109 in time. Because if someone notices it could create problems. But with it being colder now, shorts are out and I can wear pants and long sleeves and sweaters and things so I might be able to. I have to get ready for work but that's my weight update. I got a lot of things I need to take pictures of to show you. I ordered a dress that I was thinking about wearing on my birthday when I go out with peoples. I'll need opinions on what shoes to wear but I have to get the dress first to make sure it fits or will fit by my birthday. It's a size small so I hope it fits. It should. But super long post coming up either tonight or tomorrow. Lots to tell you and things to show you. But I gotta get ready for work. After work I've gotta get another packet thing of bc and I might do a little shopping for things of the Halloween nature at the dollar store. Halloween is my favorite holiday. I love Halloween. Ok. Enough ramblings. Thinspo then I gotta get ready for work and all that.