These early mornings are going to be the death of me. I can't ever manage to drink coffee this early in the morning. I tried the last time I had to wake up at 4:30. It ended up 1/2 coffee and 1/2 skim milk with sugar and I could barely handle it. I haven't been around much and I won't be around much until I start working my normal shift at my second job. But I'm doing training so I have to work closer to 40 hrs instead of 25 hrs like I will be doing. So instead of K's party, another coworker said she would have a party at her house in Iowa. Meaning no bars, but whatever. And since it's in Iowa, AA can go. So far there's 6 people going to be there that I know of, including me in those 6. I don't know what else to say. I have stuff I would say but I don't have time. No clue where my weight is. It was going to be my week off of bc this week but I got new bc yesterday after 1 day off and started taking it. I didn't want that time of the month to start when I'm going to be drinking and everything. I was planning on hanging out with AA before the party and that will probably result in sex. I'm thinking about just having tea and water until like an hour before I start drinking. At which point, I'll have some cereal and an apple or something. Well, I gotta get ready for work.