Wednesday, October 19, 2011

These early mornings are going to be the death of me.  I can't ever manage to drink coffee this early in the morning.  I tried the last time I had to wake up at 4:30.  It ended up 1/2 coffee and 1/2 skim milk with sugar and I could barely handle it.  I haven't been around much and I won't be around much until I start working my normal shift at my second job.  But I'm doing training so I have to work closer to 40 hrs instead of 25 hrs like I will be doing.  So instead of K's party, another coworker said she would have a party at her house in Iowa.  Meaning no bars, but whatever.  And since it's in Iowa, AA can go.  So far there's 6 people going to be there that I know of, including me in those 6.  I don't know what else to say.  I have stuff I would say but I don't have time.  No clue where my weight is.  It was going to be my week off of bc this week but I got new bc yesterday after 1 day off and started taking it.  I didn't want that time of the month to start when I'm going to be drinking and everything.  I was planning on hanging out with AA before the party and that will probably result in sex.  I'm thinking about just having tea and water until like an hour before I start drinking.  At which point, I'll have some cereal and an apple or something.  Well, I gotta get ready for work.



  1. Lovely thinspo, I really like the week 1 pic. I find easing in to be the best way back on track after a period of bingeing. though I really do like to just jump into things, it works better when I take things slow after major fuck ups. You will get your schedule together soon i'm sure. Just need some adjusting and getting used to the new job. Ya, I just started bc, first time ever, last month. on my 2nd month of pills. My period was 9 days! and I get these horrid cravings for chocolate all month long. Going away though. I hate how that stuff can ruin party/sex plans haha. Sounds like a good plan (food wise) for before the party. Stay strong.

  2. Ahhhhh that is way too fucking early to be awake!! I don't do mornings, ever. I hope your schedule gets worked out and everything.