I woke up still drunk. I puked. Twice unintentional, once intentional. I felt like I was going to puke so I decided to try to speed up the process. I was still drunk about 12 hours after I stopped drinking. I had probably 4/5 of a 750 ml (a fifth size) bottle. Mostly straight. I had like 1 or 2 strong mixed drinks. Met a guy. He wants to hook up some time. He's pretty good looking. But he's a drug dealer. Who also refuses to try to get me certain drugs. Like AA but AA doesn't really do the whole drug using/dealing thing anymore. I want some Adderall. Why is it so hard to find it??? I want it mainly to help me lose weight. Because it makes you lose your appetite. I need sleep. I'm quite depressed. Yesterday was a very shitty day. Most of the time I was drinking I was by myself. Fucking awesome... I was miserable. Never going to even try to do anything for my birthday ever again. I don't know if I will ever drink again either. I'm tired so I'm going to bed.
Sorry for the shitty post.