My mother is being a bitch and shit and it's stressing me out and pissing me off.
My dress came in yesterday and I tried it on when I got home and my mom said it made me look pregnant. Great. I'm a fucking fat whale.
I bought some diet pills and SlimFast yesterday so now I'm gonna take Dexatrim in the morning and the other diet pills in the afternoon. I think I bought Metabolife green tea (or whatever it's called - it's close enough).
19 days to lose like 8 or so lbs. Time to workout like crazy and restrict like crazy. Starting today.
I don't have time to post non-thinspo pictures and I still have more to take. Maybe tonight or tomorrow or something. And I'll probably do more than one post because I think there's a lot of pictures... Or I may just make collage sorta things... Depends on how ambitious I get but I think the collage things would load quicker because they save smaller...
I won't be blogging much though because I gotta spend more time working out.
AA is moving back today. Hopefully I can hang out with him after work one day and have a fast day. Say I'm going to have supper with him and go home at like 9 and no one has to know that I didn't eat. Monday or Tuesday would work good for that. I may try to do that a couple times this week...