The song pretty much explains how I feel right now. Other than that, I don't know what to say. Today has been horrible. I'm hoping tomorrow is better. I'm so bloated. I feel so fat and disgusting. And I think I've lost my ability to purge. Not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I'm drinking tomorrow night. So no food until about 1 hour before. At which point, I'll eat something. Not sure what yet. I guess I'll look up the calories in some stuff at fast-food places and maybe that will help me decide.