I thought my hives were bad on Sunday. Yesterday they weren't so bad. Today they are worse then yesterday and Sunday combined. I'm going insane. These hives will be the death of me. Steroids, antihistamines, and itch cream are not helping. I want to go run away and find a cave to go hide in until I die. I look like a freak and I'm sick of being cold. Because cold is just making me more miserable. It's not making me itch any less like it should. And my mother keeps making me go out into public places so people can stare at me and I can be even more miserable. I. Just. Want. To. Die.