Tuesday, January 17, 2012

I weighed 124 yesterday.  When I got up today it was a little later than I would have liked so I didn't get to weigh before eating/drinking.  I had to eat and take my pills before 8 am.  Cipro is tricky.  Can't have this, that, and the other 6 hours before taking it or 2 hours after.  And since I'm allergic/sensitive to almost every antibiotic I've had, I don't want to mess this up.  Although I keep waiting for the hives/rash to start because I'm probably allergic to this one too.  But these are my morning pills.  Lithium, cranberry pills, Ibuprofen, and Benedryl.

And these are all the pills and medicines I have in my purse.  And yes, that is a children's medicine.

My 2 am and 2 pm pill, Ciprofloxacin.

And my night pills (blurry picture).  Cranberry pills, lithium, Cymbalta, Ibuprofen, Benedryl, Prednisone, birth control.

I feel like a druggie with all these pills.  I HATE taking all these pills all the time.  I guess I needed it to get rid of my urge to take pills.  But even taking all these pills, I don't feel much better.  I have some side effects from the Cipro and it sucks.  I want to work out.  Like real exercise.  Like running or dancing or something but I don't have the strength.  I guess I'll have to settle for whatever I can do while sitting or laying.  Abs and legs and love handle areas mainly.  That's what needs the most work.  Proof:

I think I'll look good when I'm 110 or so and more toned.  It's an XS but I want to fit into it this summer and I will.  I can lose 15 or so lbs by summer.  I'd like to lose more than that though.  But with Cirpo's can't haves for so much of the day, I have 8 hours where I don't have to worry.  And I happen to sleep through 3 1/2 or more of those.  And I'm hardly ever hungry anyway.  A small cheeseburger and a handful of fries was too much for me to eat last night for supper.  So I'm hoping I can get down to 119 or lower by the time I'm done with it.  That's just 5 more pounds.  Hopefully when I get to 110 or so, my stomach will look good enough that maybe I can get my hips pierced.  I think that if I lose weight and tone up and use a good lotion and exfoliate that my stretchmarks might either go away or be faded enough that I would get my hips pierced.  I mean you can see my stretchmarks in the picture but they aren't as bad as they used to be.  I think they could fade a lot more.

I started this post a little after 8 am and it's almost 3 pm.  O_o  Guess I'll shut up and post this.  Hopefully I'll get around to reading blogs soon.  But I'm not liking the side effects of my Cipro...



  1. I know what you mean about taking pills...
    I have 8-10 for breakfast
    but sometimes i have to
    split them up or ill
    get sick... witch is
    then i have 2-5 b4 bed

    soo not fun
    hope your doing alright
    and the suit looks pre cute
    good luck darling <3

  2. Ugh, I know exactly how you feel! I take four pills with each meal, two before bed, and then one in the morning. I'm always being teased for being a druggie :p
    You look so good in the swimsuit! And good job dropping a pound :D

  3. oh man, and i thought i took a lot of pills! girl thats crazayyyy!
    the suit is super cute! goodluck and good job so far <3