Well yesterday didn't go quite as planned.  I still ended up drinking and had a good time so that's all that really matters.  Didn't go to sleep until like 5 am and woke up around noon.  Didn't drink nearly as much as I thought I was going to.  I thought I would get stupid pass out (maybe puke but I was hoping I wouldn't reach that point) drunk but I only got tipsy.  And I still had a good time.  Who knew that drinking a moderate amount could be just as fun as getting shitfaced?  I guess I never drank with the right people.  And while I was drinking I met a guy.  Another dealer.  And. well, my love life is getting very complicated.  I'm hoping that it helps me lose my appetite.  Or at least control it...  I'm super dehydrated from drinking.  I'm hoping that when I weigh in tomorrow, I see a loss.  Even if it is water weight that I lost, it's still great motivation.  I haven't taken any diet pills.  I'll start those tomorrow.  I don't really have anything else to talk about...  I'm tired so I'm gonna read some blogs, do a little exercising and go to bed.

~Kes